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A heap of gay

Location: The Cravat
Time: Out of time

Seeing Gabe and Jeannot emerging from within the closet with the cot, Watson took hold of the center section. "Do you mind if I assist you?" He asked, all calm British cordiality.

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kissingmyelbow
Jan. 16th, 2007 01:32 am (UTC)
Gabe felt a tug as Jeannot's hands tighted slightly in his hair and he lifted one of his hands to cover one of Jeannot's. "What is it?" he asked softly, whispering the words into his lover's chest.
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kissingmyelbow
Jan. 16th, 2007 02:29 am (UTC)
Gabe paused, torn. He wanted to comfort his love, if he really needed comforting, and Gabe suspected he did, but he also wanted to do as Jeannot asked, as he'd promised he would. Hearing Jeannot say 'amant,' though, made him stop. Perhaps he was being overly semantical, but the fact that Jeannot hadn't even used 'amour' worried him. He lifted his head and looked Jeannot straight in the eyes. "I can't help it," he said, almost ashamed.
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kissingmyelbow
Jan. 16th, 2007 02:50 am (UTC)
Gabe closed his eyes as Jeannot buried his head in his shoulder, feeling terrible that he'd elicited that kind of reaction and tentatively wrapped his arms around his love, scared of being pushed away. "I'm sorry," he said, lamely. "I didn't mean--I just--oh, shit." He gave up trying to speak and chewed on his bottom lip nervously, holding Jeannot a little closer. "I'm sorry," he repeated.
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kissingmyelbow
Jan. 16th, 2007 08:18 pm (UTC)
Gabe lifted one hand to gently stroke the back of Jeannot's head. "Jean?" he asked, quietly, not really hoping for a response. "I love you." After that he stood silently, knowing there was nothing he could do but let his love cry.
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kissingmyelbow
Jan. 16th, 2007 09:35 pm (UTC)
Gabe shook his head and stroked Jeannot's cheek, wiping off a tear or two. "Don't be, please," he said, leaning in to gently kiss the spot he'd just touched. "It's my fault. I shouldn't have pushed. I should've just..." He paused and kissed Jeannot's cheek again. "I don't really know what I should have done, but this wasn't it." He shook his head again. "No, it definitely wasn't. I'm to one who should be sorry."
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kissingmyelbow
Jan. 16th, 2007 10:18 pm (UTC)
"If I knew, I'd still love you," Gabe replied without hesitation. There were more than a few unpleasant things in his past, he knew, that he would be reluctant to tell anyone and didn't ask anything more. After a moment of silence he pulled slightly away. "Are you cold? Tired?" he asked, remembering his love's shivers from before. "I can find sheets for the cot, if you like, and blankets. It's been a long day, and perhaps rest would be best for both of us."
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kissingmyelbow
Jan. 16th, 2007 10:48 pm (UTC)
Gabe looked at Jeannot curiously, not quite understanding. "I can't what?" he asked kindly, not letting go of Jeannot's hand. He lifted the other one to touch his love's cheek, gently tilting his head up so he could look him in the eyes. "I can't what, bel?"
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kissingmyelbow
Jan. 16th, 2007 11:49 pm (UTC)
"Sometimes," Gabe said calmly, his voice not betraying the seeds of panick that were beginning to sprout, and took back Jeannot's hand. "I wonder if you really know who you're talking to." He lifted his love's hand to his mouth. "I don't mind," he whispered, kissing it once. "So long as I don't become one of those strangers." With that he took a step forward and embraced Jeannot, hoping he wouldn't pull away. He bowed his head, waiting for a reaction, a rejection, anything. He knew he'd been used before, just as he'd used others. Hell, even Caleb had used him, after Derek died, just to try to forget. But to have come so far, to love someone this much, only to have been a just another stranger in his bed?

He didn't know what he'd do, and as hard as he tried not to think about it, he couldn't stop.
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kissingmyelbow
Jan. 17th, 2007 12:26 am (UTC)
Gabe closed his eyes, relieved, when Jeannot relaxed in his embrace. He opened them again as Jeannot pulled back slightly and was glad to see his love's blue eyes looking into his. "If there's a better man than you, bel," Gabe replied. "I've never met him." He leaned in and kissed Jeannot softly, barely lingering for a second. "Besides," he said, smiling. "I can deal with a little pain, so long as I don't have to deal with it alone."
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kissingmyelbow
Jan. 17th, 2007 02:54 am (UTC)
"Je t'aime, aussi?" Gabe said, hesitantly, and then laughed at himself, softly. "That was wrong, wasn't it?" he asked. "Oh well. I love you, and it's the thought that counts." He realized he was probably babbling and quieted himself, contented just to look at Jeannot for a moment, though his concern at the weariness on his face soon had him speaking again. "Would you like to lie down, bel? Like I said, I can get sheets and blankets and things if you want them."
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kissingmyelbow
Jan. 17th, 2007 03:28 am (UTC)
Gabe smiled. "I like holding you," he replied, quite seriously. "I love it, in fact, but eventually I'm going to fall over."
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kissingmyelbow
Jan. 17th, 2007 11:30 pm (UTC)
"Probably in the closet," Gabe replied, glad to see Jeannot smiling, even if he suspected it was faked. "Everything else in the world seems to be there." He leaned in and kissed Jeannot's forehead softly. "I can run down there alone," he said. "I'm at least a little dressed." He paused. "If you don't mind being alone for a minute or two?"
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